Did you ever feel the feeling that you just want to give up on your feelings? Sometimes right? I already felt that feeling, but I came to realize that giving up your precious feelings for that guy is impossible, I mean is it’s hard to give up if you really love him even though you’re getting hurt. You’re getting hurt right? You’re just learning something new. I learned so many things about this love or feelings.
*I learned to be true to myself.
*I learned that if you didn’t try, you won’t see what will happen.
*I learned to wait.
*I learned to be humble.
*I learned to have self-love first before that love for that guy.
Don’t try to give up, ‘coz what if you’re happy with that state, then you just thought of giving up, never give up if you didn’t try it and see what will the result right? Even though you got hurt, you learned something new, right? Don’t be afraid to fail if you tried and gave your best shot, but be afraid if you fail and you didn’t try and give your best shot. Also be matured and grow up sis! Just try it, don’t be afraid to love, okay? Love is in the air, really? I can’t see it.
I told E that I’m not busy on Saturday(8/23/14). And I told him if he want to hang out with me, and he said yes. I told him that I want to have a lunch with him, so we will meet up at 12:30nn at Starbucks I think. But I talked to my mom, my mom told me, “When did you start acting like that? Why’re you always out of the house? I mean is you’re always hanging out with your friends. Okay, talk to your father, ask his permission for this lunch thing with your friend, OKAY?” And now I thought that my mom got annoyed because I’m always out, hanging out with couple of my friends. But I wish that my father will say yes…